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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 16, 2019 20:51:30 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onMagda loved watching Erik carry their daughter to bed, and it warmed her heart at these little things that were finally coming back to him. She knew this year had been hard on him but slowly they were starting to come out. She put away the sewing while he was gone, and was folding a blanket when he came back in. She smiled brightly at her husband when he talked about their daughter. Putting the blanket to the side she turned to look at Erik, as he sat down on the couch once more. She knew it wasn't good to push him too hard, but she wanted to keep this close feeling going. Walking over to him she stood between his knees.
"She had an exciting day," Magda added on, knowing it wasn't surprising that their daughter was sleeping already. "And she loved being able to tell you all about. And to spend time with us here." Lifting her leg she put her knee on the couch beside his leg, and put her hand on his shoulder, to give her balance to lift her other leg and put it on the other side of his hips. Sitting back so she was perched on his knees, Magda kept smiling at him. "Are you going to carry me to bed too?" She teased, knowing this might be pushing him too fast, but she thought it worth the risk. The chance to hold him. Leaning forward, Magda kissed him slowly making sure he knew exactly what she meant by her tease. To bed. Together. . . . . Naked.
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 14, 2019 2:22:23 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onMagda watched her husband lean forward to kiss her, but not crawl into bed. "I did," she said with a happy smile. She knew he wouldn't stay, she could see him pulling away again--but last night gave her hope that something was changing. Maybe not all at once, but little by little something was changing. He held her. They's made love, and afterwards had a confusing and chaotic moment--and afterwards he still held her. It was such a big step, and she was happy for it. "Since it was with you."
Letting him go, Magda stayed in bed for a bit, and tried not to let the darker thoughts ruin this. It was a big step, and she would hold on to it. Let it be what festered, rather then the despair. Magda got up and began the day. She tried not to expect a lot from him that day or that night. She knew that it would have to be slowly steps. Over the next few days, she noticed that Erik was in a medium stage. He didn't pull away from everyone, but he wasn't overly engaged either.
It was a few days later that Magda and Nina had harvested the garden and brought in the new veggies. Once they had they chopped them up and served one of the family's favorite meals: Potato soup. Erik joined them, and for Magda, it felt like her family was coming back to her! After they ate, Magda did some sewing while Nina curled up against her father's side and read a book in Polish aloud. It wasn't long before the words became slowed, and eventually stopped all together.
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 3:18:52 GMT
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 3:15:12 GMT
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 3:13:07 GMT
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 3:11:01 GMT
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 3:08:31 GMT
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 3:03:35 GMT
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 3:02:30 GMT
The Ouchie!
Oh No my feelz Meme
For Erik Lehnsherr
My muse breaks up with yours. |
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 2:58:38 GMT
Erik LehnsherrBecause it's funny, and the inside joke is too good to pass up tuck |
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 12, 2019 2:52:59 GMT
115! NOT BAD! I didn't know how high I was getting!
You've never been able to beat me in this game!
I have no fear of loosing!
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 11, 2019 3:57:06 GMT
Day 9
6,339 words
TOTAL: 17,244 DAMN! YOU GO!
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 11, 2019 3:53:49 GMT
Clouds will race in, Rains will pour downMagda continued moving over him, tucked into his lap and his legs holding her's open. One hand moved from around his neck to rest on his knee for balance as she moved. Her head fell back in pleasure as from this angle he could reach so much deeper inside her and she felt him pressing against her with each thrust. The other hand moved up to rest on the back of his head after he tucked it against her neck. Mewing out a needy sound, she tried to reach for the climax and hold off at the same time.
"Erik," She warned him that she was close, wanting him to come with her. With as many years as they had been doing this, she knew that he would understand her warning without the need to words--which was a good thing because the only words she could get out was his name. Anything more was beyond her ability while she was edging on the threshold. Waiting to help him come with her, she moved her lips to his ear and whispered there, "Pierdolić! You feel so big inside me. I need you!"
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 11, 2019 3:36:46 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onMagda slept well, tucked into his side. She was in her happy place, and she was warm. She dreamed happy dreams that Erik had never been taken, and the family had another baby and all was well. She felt him stir, and it caused her to blink her eyes opened as he tugged the blanket over her. Her hands reached out to take his. "It's still dark, stay with me a few more minutes." She asked, her fingers moving his his.
She knew he might not, but she hoped today would at least bring another good day. That he wouldn't retreat back into himself because he couldn't hold on to the light. Magda didn't want to push him too hard, too fast. Last night had been such a hopeful night! He'd taken her in their bed, and they'd connected--even if the odd things happening afterward gave it a odd ending. Still laying there she realized then that they hadn't used protection. Keeping any signs of warning from her face, Magda knew that it was a risk.
He had asked for no more children, and this might lead to another. She'd deal with things as she came to them. Right now she wanted her husband to hold her. "Or at least kiss me good morning," she whispered, trying to make it a tease and let him know it was alright to leave if he needed it. It would hurt, yes, but it would be alright. One kiss.
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 11, 2019 2:20:08 GMT
How well do you know your muse? Take this question sheet, and fill it out as if your muse were filling it out! You don't have to do the while thing at once, just do a few and come back to edit as you get time to do a few more! It;s long but it's fun to think about these things to better get to know your muse!
Answer this from the heart, not the head!
It's easy for the muse to 'play it off' or 'put up a front'
but try to really get in their head! [font size="4"]Basics[/font]
[blockquote][b]What is your full name?[/b] your answer here
[b]Do you have a nickname (if so, who calls you this)?[/b]
[b]Where and when were you born?[/b]
[b]Who are/were your parents? (Their names, birthplaces, occupations, etc.)[/b]
[b]Do you have any siblings? If you do, what are/were they like?[/b]
[b]Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place (home and location) and the person/people you live with.[/b]
[b]What is your occupation?[/b]
[b]To which social class do you belong?[/b]
[b]Are you right- or left handed?[/b]
[b]What does your voice sound like?[/b]
[b]On what occasions do you lie?[/b]
[b]Do you have a motto? If so, what is it?[/b]
[b]Do you have any annoying habits, quirks, strange mannerisms, or other defining characteristics?[/b]
[b]Do you have any physical traits that stand out (such as scars, birthmarks, tattoos, etc.)? If you have scars, how did you get them? If you have tattoos, why did you get them and what meaning do they have to you?[/b]
[b]Which words or phrases do you most overuse?[/b] your answer here
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[font size="4"]Past[/font]
[blockquote][b]How would you describe your childhood?[/b]
[b]How much schooling have you had?[/b]
[b]Did you enjoy school? If not, why did you struggle?[/b]
[b]Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?[/b]
[b]Did you have any role models? If so, describe them and why they were your role models.[/b]
[b]How did you get along with the other members of your family?[/b]
[b]What did you want to be when you grew up?[/b]
[b]What were your favorite activities?[/b]
[b]When and where were you the happiest?[/b]
[b]Who were your friends, and what were they like?[/b]
[b]When did you have your first kiss, and who with?[/b]
[b]Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?[/b]
[b]Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.[/b]
[b]What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?[/b]
[b]Who has had the most influence on you?[/b]
[b]What do you consider your greatest achievement so far, why?[/b]
[b]What is your greatest regret so far, why? Has this regret formed you into the person you are today? If so, why?[/b]
[b]What is the most evil thing you have ever done so far?[/b]
[b]Do you have a criminal record?[/b]
[b]What is the most embarrassing thing that has happened to you so far?[/b]
[b]If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?[/b]
[b]What is your best memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?[/b]
[b]What is your worst memory so far? Why is it so powerful and lasting?[/b]
[b]What is you biggest secret? Does anyone else know about this? Which person do you least want to know about this secret, why?[/b]
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[font size="4"]Beliefs and Opinions
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[blockquote][b]Are you optimistic or pessimistic?[/b]
[b]What is your greatest fear? Which other person knows about this fear of yours? Who do you not want to know about this fear of yours, why?[/b]
[b]What is your greatest extravagance?[/b]
[b]What are your religious views?[/b]
[b]What are your political views?[/b]
[b]What are your views on sex?[/b]
[b]Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?[/b]
[b]In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?[/b]
[b]Are you able to kill? [/b]
[b]Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?[/b]
[b]What do you measure success in?[/b] (Money, career, husband/wife, children, happiness, etc.)
[b]How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings in the company of others?[/b]
[b]Do you have any prejudices? If so, what are they and why do you have those specific prejudices?[/b]
[b]Who or what would you die for, or otherwise go to extremes for?[/b]
[/blockquote][font size="4"]Relationships With Others[/font]
[blockquote][b]In general, how do you treat others?[/b] (politely, as they treat you, by keeping them at a distance, with sarcasm, etc.)?
[b]Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?[/b]
[b]How close are you to your family?[/b]
[b]Which person do you [i]wish [/i]you were closer to?[/b]
[b]Do you have a spouse or significant other? [/b]If so, describe this person in some rough strokes.
[b]Have you started your own family? [/b] If so, describe them in rough strokes. If not, do you want to start a family? Why or why not?
[b]Who is the most important person in your life, why?[/b]
[b]Who is the person you respect the most, why?[/b]
[b]Who are your friends?[/b] Describe them with some basics like their personalities, how you met them, what you have in common, etc.
[b]Do you have a best friend?[/b]
[b]What do you most value in your friends?[/b]
[b]Have you ever been in love?[/b] If so, describe in some rough strokes what happened (love at first sight, unrequited love, ended up marrying him/her, ended with heartbreak, etc.).
[b]What do you look for in a potential lover?[/b]
[b]Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?[/b]
[b]Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?[/b]
[b]If you died or went missing, who would miss you?[/b]
[b]Who is the person you despise the most, why?[/b]
[b]Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?[/b]
[b]Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?[/b]
[b]Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?[/b]
[b]Do you care what others think of you? Why or why not?[/b]
[/blockquote][font size="4"]Likes and Dislikes[/font]
[blockquote][b]What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?[/b]
[b]What is your favorite color?[/b]
[b]What is your favorite food?[/b]
[b]What is your most treasured possession?[/b]
[b]Do you like to read? If so, what do you like to read?[/b]
[b]What do you believe is good entertainment?[/b] (music, movies, dance, art, etc.)?
[b]How do you spend a typical Saturday night?[/b]
[b]What makes you laugh?[/b]
[b]What shocks or offends you?[/b]
[b]What makes you happy?[/b]
[b]What makes you sad?[/b]
[b]What makes you angry?[/b]
[b]If you usually walk away from a situation that makes you angry, where do you go to calm yourself?[/b]
[b]How do you deal with stress[/b]?
[b]How do you deal with pain (physical and emotional)?[/b]
[b]Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?[/b]
[b]What are your pet peeves?[/b]
[b]Which living person do you most despise? Why?[/b]
[b]What is the quality you most like in a man?[/b]
[b]What is the quality you most like in a woman?[/b]
[b]Where would you like to live? Why?[/b]
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[font size="4"]Personal[/font]
[blockquote][b]Describe the routine of a normal day for you.[/b]
[b]How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?[/b]
[b]What is your greatest strength?[/b]
[b]What is your greatest weakness?[/b]
[b]Which talent would you most like to have? Why?[/b]
[b]Do you like yourself?[/b]
[b]If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?[/b]
[b]Are you generally introverted or extroverted?[/b]
[b]Are you generally organized or messy?[/b]
[b]Name three things you consider yourself to be good at, and three things you consider yourself to be bad at.[/b]
[b]What three words best describe your personality?[/b]
[b]What three words would others probably use to describe you?[/b]
[b]What goal do you most want to accomplish in your life?[/b]
[b]Where do you see yourself in 5 years?[/b]
[b]If you could choose, how would you want to die?[/b]
[b]If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.[/b]
[b]If you were to die and come back as a person, animal, or thing, what do you think it would be, and why?[/b]
[b]What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?[/b]
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[font size="4"]Quirky Details[/font]
[blockquote][b]What do you have in your pockets or purse?[/b]
[b]What in on your nightstand?[/b]
[b]What is in you refrigerator?[/b]
[b]What do you most wear on your feet? [/b](dress shoes, boots, gym shoes, socks with holes in them, slippers, etc.)?
[b]What smells do you associate with your childhood, and why?[/b] (the cookies your grandmother used to bake, the oatmeal you ate every day, the perfume your mother used to wear, etc.)?
[b]If you are cleaning among your things, what is easy for you to throw out? [/b]
[b]What do you have difficulty parting with? Why?[/b]
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 11, 2019 2:19:19 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onMagda felt his arm around her, and she melted into his side, no longer holding back from touching him. If he was going to allow it, she wanted to touch him, and hold him, and feeling him sleeping by her side. The good time might be rare, but she embraced them and kept them tucked inside her heart for a rainy day. Her body rested against his, and she buried her face in the side of his chest, while her hand snaked up under his shirt to rest on his skin. She wanted to feel him. Her knee lifted slightly so even one of her legs tangled with his.
She begged him in her mind not to pull away, but was willing to risk it if it meant she might get to hold him. I do he said. She softly smiled against his skin, as she exhaled a sigh that whispered against his skin. A contented, not quite happy, but good sound. "I never doubted you didn't," she whispered as she relaxed and began to drift there with him. This defiantly was a good day. Right as she began to fall sleep she decided to sleepy tease him. "By the way, you're still really good in bed." She said, smiling easier against his skin.
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 11, 2019 2:14:40 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onWhile he hadn't given anything way about what happened in that two years he was gone, this might be the most he had really--honestly--said about it. "Didn't you?" She had to believe she hadn't. "I didn't just loose something in that place, Magda. I lost myself." She could understand that. She knew this would take time, all she was asking--demanding--right now was that it not come at the cost of his relationship with his daughter. "I am not Erik. I am not Magneto. I am not even the monster that Shaw unleashed all those years ago." Her brows bent, wondering if that was how he saw himself. As a monster then."I can't even be a father or a husband. I am. . . nothing." Her heat was hurting, and she wanted to hug him, but didn't know if he would accept it.
"And perhaps it is time to accept that." Because she knew she wouldn't accept this.
"Erik, I didn't fall in love with a monster. I didn't fall in love with Magneto. Nina has never known either. You've never needed Either to be strong. What made you a good man, a good husband, and a good father was love. I know that right now you are hurting, and lost, and even scared. I'm not asking to you wake up tomorrow and pretend it didn't happen. I am asking you to try. Talk to Nina. Let her goodness help you remember that there is some good and wonderful things worth living for. Talk to me!" Her voice broke from some tears and she paused to inhale and keep her voice steady. "Talk to me. Let me help you bare this. Let me help you find Erik again."
She knew it was a risk. He might not be ready to be held, but she took it. Stepping slowly closer she reached her hand out for his, but going slow so he could pull away if he needed. She knew that he could well pull away. "Magneto didn't make you strong. He made you a weapon to fight. Erik made you strong. Your heart made you strong. And I will always fight for your heart, Erik. Nina will always seek out her Papa's heart . . . So no one here is willing to accept you are gone. . . ." But he had to try--or they were only going to get buried under the weight of this.
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 11, 2019 0:23:07 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onHe didn't look at her right away. Erik did, however, start talking. Which she was grateful for, and his words were unexpected. "And I know you are too," Yes, she was, but for Magda this wasn't about her pain. She'd tried to hide it from Erik--that his pulling back broke her heart each time he did. She wanted to be there for her family, and the only way Magda knew how was to give. She didn't know how to ask for what she needed like that. Echos of the damage done to them as children. She had to believe that wish some time, Erik would find his way back to her. "And I know Nina is too," Yes, damage she didn't want her daughter to know. "And I can't, stop it." Stop Nina's pain, or his own? "I don't know how to stop it." Maybe even both?
He was looking at her now, and her heart hurt for him. Hurt for how he was hurting. For how much she was hurting. "You have to hold on to the good things in your life." She told him, wanting to reach out to him, but needing to keep her purpose for this conversation. She kept to German since Nina didn't speak it. "Nina loves you. You are the most important person to her!" Along with Magda. She knew that but she wanted him focusing on his daughter. Maybe he could try for Nina. "She just wants your love, Erik. She wants you to hold her, and talk to her. Tuck her in, again." Small things to help Nina remember her father in the good ways. "We don't love just parts of you, Erik. I know you lost something in that hell of a place. I wish I could have spared you that. . . . but we are just glad we didn't loose you." Had they lost him? She had to believe they hadn't.
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 10, 2019 22:24:10 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onHe walked past her, his words hurtful and almost dismissive. Magda stood there for a moment stunned as he dismissed talking to his daughter. She knew that he was withdrawing from his family and if he wanted to do it to her, he could. She had see Erik in various parts of his life. She knew what his tempers and his emotions were like. But Nina only saw her father yelling at her and pulling away from. Nina questioned why Pap didn't hold her or sing to her. She didn't want Nina to question his love for her.
With a slight sniff from the almost tears, Magda turned and followed his trail through the house, knowing where he was going. "Don't walk away from me, Erik!" Her tone was soft, but firm. Hurt more then angry right now. "I know you are hurting! I can't imagine what you are going through--but neither can Nina!" A reminder that just because he was lost in the woods of his own mind, that they were feeling it too. His daughter! The little girl who loved him above everything in this world, was in her bed sad, or even crying, because her father couldn't look at her! Much less hold her.
She wanted him to look at her, and hold this conversation because she was not walking out until he knew that he could not treat Nina this way. She'd draw the line there. He needed to try with her--even if he couldn't try with his wife.
But you will be safe in my arms Tag: Erik Lehnsherr |
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Post by Magda Eisenhardt on Nov 10, 2019 22:15:20 GMT
Clouds will race in, storms will rage onHe laid back in bed and Magda realized he intended to hold her. Her heart swelled a little, and she lifted a knee to climb in, but ended up leaning over him and touching his cheek with her hand. "I love you, Erik," she whispered, leaning down to kiss his lips softly. "And as long as you love me, it's enough." For now, she'd ask more of him one day. but it would take steps. As long as he wasn't lashing out at Nina, they could do this. She could take it, but not Nina.
Pulling back she shifted so that she could lay down beside him. She rested her head on the pillow so she was close to him, but didn't reach to hold him first. Magda was the type to touch, but she'd learned that not every night did he feel as if he could be touched. His self worth was gone, and no matter how she told him that she loved the man, she knew it would be a while before he could accept her love.
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